Your demise comes quite as shocking as like with Kane died, I am more saddened that because of the unfortunate circumstance
that is happening in the world (hence, covid 19 pandemic), I couldn’t even come to your wake to at least
bid a proper farewell. I feel guilty that I don’t even have any idea how bad your situation was. Though I am well aware of your illness, I didn’t know how severe it was, it must have been quite lonely and difficult struggling
especially in the past few months because of your illness. When I heard about
your passing I couldn’t believe it, I was in denial, but then again that’s how
it has always been, I really couldn’t accept it, you’re still so young, and I
thought you're living healthy and okay, that what I thought so.
I was suddenly reminded of that letter I gave you one time when we
were in college, one proof of your kindness, I am not particularly the type who
likes giving a letter, but I did so to you, for some reason even I don’t really
know why, all I remember was at that time I just had the urge that I wanted to
let you know how much I appreciate you as a person, just simply because you are
being you (and I for one really has so much respect with people with just being their authentic self), I could just feel that you’re being nice and kind because that’s
just you’re natural nature and which is the very reason why I adored you, and I just needed you to know that.
I’ve always liked the odd, eccentric, weird, different and perhaps that’s
also part of the reason why I like you, you have a unique personality.
I can only hope that now you are in a much a better place no longer in
pain, away from all the sufferings that you went through and may have struggled
for so long, you have fought so well, but now you deserved tranquility and hopefully, you are together with your mom. You will surely be missed. May you rest in
peace Kupkeyk.
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