A bid of goodbye to a good friend.

 Your passing came as a shock—just like when Kane died. But what saddens me even more is that, because of the unfortunate circumstances in the world (due to the COVID-19 pandemic), I couldn’t even attend your wake to bid you a proper farewell. I feel guilty for not knowing how bad your condition had become. While I was aware of your illness, I had no idea how severe it truly was. It must have been incredibly lonely and difficult for you, especially in these past few months.

When I heard about your passing, I couldn’t believe it—I was in denial. But then again, that’s always how it is, isn’t it? I just couldn’t accept it. You were still so young. I thought you were living a healthy life, that you were okay… at least, that’s what I believed.

I was suddenly reminded of the letter I gave you back in college—a small proof of your kindness. I’m not usually the type to write letters, but for some reason, I did for you. Even now, I don’t fully understand why. All I remember is that, in that moment, I felt the urge to let you know how much I appreciated you—simply for being you. I have so much respect for people who are unapologetically their authentic selves, and that was you. You weren’t just kind for the sake of it—it was simply in your nature. And that’s exactly why I adored you. I needed you to know that.

I’ve always been drawn to the odd, the eccentric, the different—and maybe that’s part of why I liked you so much. You had such a unique personality.

I can only hope that now, you are in a much better place—free from pain, away from the suffering you endured for so long. You fought so hard, and now, you deserve peace. Hopefully, you’re reunited with your mom.

You will be deeply missed.

May you rest in peace Kupkeyk.