Dear future boyfriend,

Here are some of the few things I think you should know about me:

1. I'm awkward. As in really awkward.
Sometimes I am difficult to talk to, and really confusing.
Either, I may blab a lot the first time we'll meet or I tend not to speak at all.

2. I'm like a collection of paradoxes.
My feelings tend to change very so often.
Sometimes I feel confident, other times I feel super shy.

3. I don't normally do well in situations.
Most of the time I ended up doing and saying the wrong things.

4. I don't really like dwelling with complicated situations or scenarios.
I don't like nagging and I don't like being nagged, basically I'm usually annoyed by arguing or confrontations. Just be calm.

5. I may not look like it but I'm actually a cowboy, you can bring me anywhere, wherever, though I may seem like enjoying my lone time at home, I actually love travelling or going into places, getting the chance to meet all kinds of people and experiencing different things.

6. There will be times when I'm very quirky, talky and fun, but I also have some psycho moments when I would preferred to be by myself, alone with my thoughts.

7.I am also the queen of epic failures.
I'm really clumsy, no matter how much I tried or maybe sometimes I am over doing it, but either way I usually ended up failing.

8. I may not be or most probably I may be, the most understanding person you'll ever meet. I do rant random stuff sometimes as part of being a girl, but I'd preferred listening. Just talk about anything, I really enjoy senseless convo about life, love and basically anything under the sun.

9. I really as in really really hate negative people. I despised people who seem to can always see the negative things in every situation or other people. I am not being irrational, of course I know we have to see the bigger picture, but there's just a difference between being negative and being realistic.

10. I usually feel burden when other people do stuff for me, I don't feel comfortable seeking help or asking favor from other people. I'd rather do it by myself, though I don't like being ask to run around as well.

11. I'm a sucker for respect, we may disagree about this but more than love I'd preferred to be respected. Pride is nothing if I really love you, but love is nothing if you have no respect.